So says the entry for when I last wrote a journey entry.

Much has happened with moving out, working part-time and all that jive. After many years have gone by I've finally managed to tell people I know online that I'm female. I think back on the reasons why I lied about being of the other sex and I get a little embarassed. Somewhere trapped between thinking it would make me harder to locate to needing a different fantasy life where I am not myself. But having left home and marrying my love (not fuzzy puppies!) I decided, well here goes. Let's slowly smash the past and current life to make a whole now, shall I?